Jesus
showed himself to his disciples, and after they had eaten he said to
Simon Peter, "Simon, son of John, do you love me more than these others
do?" He answered, "Yes Lord, you know I love you." (Jn 21:15ff)
BY ST BEDE THE VENERABLE
Peter
restrained himself in this inquiry of our Lord's by answering
cautiously for this reason too, that he remembered that earlier on, when
Christ's Passion was drawing near, he had attributed greater constancy
to himself than he possessed. He avowed that he was prepared to go with
him to prison and to death, when he was not yet capable even of
admitting under pressure of danger that he knew him, and that he had
once been with him.
He had learned by experience, from that former time of danger, to speak more carefully with the Lord.
He
well realised that Christ knew the state of a human conscience better
than that conscience was competent to know itself. He did not, indeed,
presume to set forth anything at all concerning the secrets of his
brothers' hearts, but concerning the wholeheartedness of his own love,
he laid bare the testimony, not only his own, but also of the Lord who
was questioning him, saying, "Lord, you know that I love you."
Oh,
how blissful and pure was the conscience which did not feel
apprehensive about saying to its Maker, to whose eyes everything is open
and clear, "Lord, you know that I love you!" How chaste and holy was
the soul which did not hesitate to lay open its own thoughts to our
Lord, and was well aware that it was thinking nothing else than what our
Lord approved of! (prayers4reparation)
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